Okay

I did it.

I wrote my two weeks notice letter. I went in to work today to talk to my boss. But huh? She wasn't there. So I left it on her desk, and on the back of the envelope I wrote "I will be in tomorrow to discuss this". I hope she read it, so we don't have to really talk tomorrow (haha).

All State is on Thursday, and I cannot wait.

And something weird happened tonight. Here's a little back story first. So, there's this guy going to All State and we've been talking on the phone a lot lately. We've really grown to like eachother a lot, and I'm pretty sure we'll.. uh.. hook up.. when we're at All State. He's probably someone I can see myself being with for a long time. Except he lives in Long Island.  And we've fought already. One night he was looking at my myspace and he noticed how a lot of guys comment me and leave me picture comments or whatever, and he got jealous. And he wanted to know if I was really interested in him, and he wanted to know that he was the one that I wanted to be with and everything, which I thought was kind of cute (but sort of annoying).

So with that in mind

My ex boyfriend Ron and I have been hooking up a little bit lately. Well, only twice really. We usually go a long time without talking, and then we hang out and we end up back in his dorm and I spend the night. We haven't talked in a long time like usual, and he asked me to spend the night tonight. And I told him I would answer him later.

So when I did get to talk to him, I told him no. He asked why, and I said now just wasn't the time. And it's all because of Justin (the All State guy). He was in the back of my mind when I was thinking about spending the night at Ron's, and I've noticed how I really just want to give this a try before I ruin it. Does that even make sense?