I never have time to write in here. Well, I havn't really wanted to, but now I have nothing else to do.
School is going okay. I hate psychology because my teacher is a complete bigot and is communist (i'm not being mean, I'm actually being honest). I usually only look forward to my free periods.
Homecoming is next friday, and we havn't even started building our float. We're working on it Friday and Sunday, and then probably everyday next week. I hope we can pull this off.
And I like this kid named Cody, but I havn't even really met him yet. He's in my study hall, except I don't go to study hall anymore because of Senior Privledges. But he's friends with my best friend Sarah so hopefully we'll get to hang out soon. I might ask him to go to Homecoming with me, but only if I get to know him really well. I want to, I just never get a chance to see him.
Work isn't that bad either, except for the lack that I don't work. Last week, they only scheduled me for Monday .This week, I'm scheduled for tonight and Saturday. My coworker and friend Eileen asked me if I could work for her on Sunday, so I get that extra day. But still, I'm concidering getting another job right now, only because I'm not saving any money because I'm not making any. I only get 3 hours tonight and maybe 5 on Saturday. What a lousy pay check, especially since it's a tipping job.
I'm just so full of complaints right now. I should've taken a nap when I came home from school today so that I'd be more relaxed right now.
Last night, I had a dream that I somehow made the football team. In reality, being on a football team is like my darkest secret and I have never told anyone about it. See, I'm always thinking of ways to break the gay steriotype that I sometimes feel I have. And I've always just wanted to learn how to play.
So yes, I was on the team. And I was quarterback. And there was only one play in my dream - somebody through it to me and I missed and it rolled to the endzone (on my teams side), so I ran toward it so I could fall onto it before the other team tries to take it. And I could see them all running, and I kept trying to get closer to the ball but for some reason it kept moving farther away from me. And I could see my coach shaking his head because he was dissappointed, so I lunged toward it and fell onto it. The announcer said that we got the touchdown, but nobody really cheered. And then the ref was talking to my coach and said that they just saw lightning, so that we had to end the game. And for some reason, all i could think about was taking myspace pictures with my gear on.
And that, my friends, is one of my weirdest dreams.
Maybe somebody, I'll send in a video to Made, asking them to make me into a football player.
I knew that this would happen.
I knew, that once school started, that blogging would become an on and off thing, like it always did.
But school always reminds me of Livejournal, and how I would write in it almost every day in 9th grade and my friends in school would comment on them. I sort of miss that. I mean, the reason why I came to Vox.com is because nobody here knows me and nobody in real life knows this journal.
I don't know. Ugh.
So I have to write a Research paper for Government, and I picked it on Gay Marriage. For some reason, i think this paper will be very hard for me, even if I am gay.
Okay, Project Runway is going to be on soon, so I have to prepare.
SUCKED.
I expected so much more. For some reason, I just thought that, it being my senior year and all, the the first day was be awesome. But I kept finding myself looking at the clock, waiting to come home. And I don't like any of the new freshmen - they're all so egotistical, and slutty too. I remember when I was a freshmen, we were all cautious about everything, just getting to know everything first before we really did anything. But these kids are all acting macho and whatever, and I'm just like "excuse me, you need to learn your place first". Especially in lunch, where freshmen try to sit at the table I've been sitting at for the past 3 years.. no no. Haha. I'm bitter about everything today.
But today is also my best friends birthday, which sort of sucked for her being the first day of school. But I'm giving her my presents tonight, which is sort of exciting haha. Cake is always good, naturally.
I just wish school started at 8 though. They changed it so that school starts at 7:50, and the day is longer too. It was hard enough to be there at 7:55 last year, let alone be on time today. Gosh.
Now I'm going to write in my new journal and draw my feelings. I'm very emotional today. I want chocolate.
I swear sometimes I'm just like a girl on her period.
Hey everyone, I'm back. I don't know if I actually wrote down that I was leaving or not, but last Friday I left for Myrtle Beach with my mom and dad. The trip was okay. My mom had an accident (she has migraines) and she passed our our 2nd day there, but she's all better now and the rest of the vacation wasn't bad. We did get hit by Ernesto, but that wasn't bad at all. I think that the weather channel just wanted something to talk about, so they made the storm out to be something huge, even though it wasn't that bad.
I start work at The Old Library on Wednesday, and I'm really excited for it.
Okay, so I read a book in 2 days when I was down there, and I'm going to write about it now haha.
I went to Books A Million when I was there, and I found this book. See, I'll admit. I'm one of those people who judge a book by it's cover. I know, it's horrible, but if I'm going down an aisle, the only way a book will
stand out is if it has an awesome cover. And this one stood out. This book is SO good. I think everyone should read it. It's about this girl named Heaven, who once was a PR but got fired and became a waitress. It's also about a boy named Brady, who moves into an apartment (next to Heaven) after his girlfriend kicks him out of his own apartment. It's written sort of in diary form, starting out with Heaven talking, then switching over to Brady. Their paths soon cross and they become some what friends. It's really funny, and very
interesting. I didnt want to put it down when I was reading it. I deffinently recommend it to everyone.
